Spiritual lessons

I’ve had lessons I’ve learned this first quarter.

Yule Day 8

I decluttered a bit on my phone and worked on tarot reading for each month of 2024. (My Tarot readings was a bit draining) I took off pictures and app I wasn’t using. I feel lighter but exhausted. Decluttering has gotten easier. At first, I put so much attachment on everything. However not everything has […]

Day 27: Moving on from your Past

I have lived within a 20 mile radius all of my life. . . So it’s hard to get away from places I grew up with. It’s ironic that the town I grew up in has evolved more than I have. . . Changing and taking out buildings and schools. . . Nothing is constant. […]

Day 15. Tarot: my favorite card, favorite spread

I have been in and out of Tarot, for well over 15 years. I will admit it’s a Tarot has been a very accurate and draining tool. In my life, I’ve had four decks and I currently own two. Two of them were lost in a move. (Technically, my mom loved my Gummy Bear Deck.) […]

Day 6. It’s okay to cry.

Tears are a beautiful release..Even Mother Nature cries, the rain, and waters the growing trees and plants. I get moments where I want to cry, I might have a good day and still just want to release and let the tears fly. I do know when I hold back my sad emotions, I get snappier […]

Day 1. Who am I?.

I am….A giving and good person.A older sister….almost a mother henAccident prone ….stuck in a black out of my own fearA frustrating storyA chaotic, artistic blogA struggling writer who hates endingsA worrier with a mind that doesn’t stopAn overthinker that analyzes my problems and answers.Going in useless circlesA complicated girlfriend who feels so far awayA […]

Tarot Lesson 6: Open Your Mind

Open your mind, and trust your intuition.I feel these go hand in hand, because without an open mind, your gut (intuition) is simply shouting into a stubborn wall. Mediate. Trust yourself. I’ve been seeing lot of signs like clock at 3:33 or 4:44 or 11:11, and I really think it’s sign saying I’m on the […]

Day 13

It was a very hard day as it was 3rd anniversary of Tom’s death (RIP Tom). I had a good friend that helped me a lot with it. Things that I am grateful for. . . I am alive. My cell phone bill is paid for one more month. I got to release. (physically and […]

Keep thinking of Home

My grandparents used to own this land and when I was in their yard I felt secure and safe. Since my grandmother had died and we lost the house,I have not felt that secure or safe anywhere. (I wish I could go back into time and save that house and land. ) I keep dreaming […]

My Spiritual Gift

If you want to see the door to my true soul, read my writings. (Especially on http://rqshortstories.wordpress.com) (Not counting my family) Writing means everything to me. (Music and cooking come into a close second and third). I feel close to God when I write. I feel I can look at things in his perspective. My […]