Life Rules

My boyfriend got this article from his mom. I found it interesting. I like what she told him “you can accomplish any kind of dream, but you may have to say ‘Do You want fries with that?’ to get there.” I agree. https://www.the-sun.com/lifestyle/4225327/dad-ridiculous-letter-daughter-first-day-work/ I agree with some of the rules, but I think it was […]

Day 28: Strangers and Socializing

Trigger warning. . . . . . . . . When I was a kid, I used to be a very out-going and out-spoken kid. I was a go-getter. . . I was the type of kid that would pet a cat or dog without asking if they bite or try to help a stranger. […]

Day 26: Kobayashi Maru (Star Trek …Moral/lessons

This is inspired by my boyfriend. He is trying to get me to be a Trekkie. . . (I will not join the dark side. LOL. . . Star Trek Vs Star Wars, that is it’s own blog, maybe some day.) If you are Star Trek fan, you probably heard of the Kobayashi Maru. For […]

Day 21 Being Stuck

Lately what is worst than depression or anxiety is feeling stuck. The idea of being stuck makes my depression and anxiety worse. . . it’s working in a maze, but I cannot find the exits. I sit between four yellow walls: the more I see yellow, the more I cannot stand the color. Even just […]

Day 20: Real Demons Vs Inner Demons

Artists and writers have used the term of muse for people who strike their inspiration, but in my head, I have muses, but I also have inner demons metaphorically speaking. They are fueled by my anxious and depressing thoughts. They are always trying to bring me down. (There are real angels and demons out there, […]

Day 17: Dealing with people who disagree with your choices

Life is short (and as long as no one is getting hurt and no one is breaking the law. . . you should enjoy your life.) I have learned that most of time most people will NOT usually agree on things. If you can get with someone who agrees with you a good time of […]

Day 4: Psychology vs Spirituality

I’m fascinated by both psychology and spirituality….but one is a science where the other is belief….It’s like watching Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. The invisible bridge scene is like the faith you have when you learn and experience spirituality..You need to trust the higher beings.Psychology is many of the answers to my favorite question….why? […]

Day 1. Who am I?.

I am….A giving and good person.A older sister….almost a mother henAccident prone ….stuck in a black out of my own fearA frustrating storyA chaotic, artistic blogA struggling writer who hates endingsA worrier with a mind that doesn’t stopAn overthinker that analyzes my problems and answers.Going in useless circlesA complicated girlfriend who feels so far awayA […]

Obsessions

Obsessions or bad habits, there is a fine line. I technically have two. . . Instagram and asking the Tarot cards repeating questions . . . Instagram is good for watching video of cute kitties and panda bear and getting funny memes of astrology. It’s not bad when you want to relax after a hard […]