Yule Day 12

It was a slow day, but nice. The steak and potatoes were good. However I just felt like time ticked on by so slowly today. The entire day was grey. It’s just made me sad. Happy New Year! I made several vision boards for 2024. I want my family to move out of your bad […]

Yule Day 11

Today was a very fun and chilled day. I had fun playing a vampire duce role play game. I got to laugh and have fun. I made tacos and a nice cheese plate. However today and Christmas neither felt like holiday, just days where we ate a bit nicer.. I would like to have next […]

Yule Day 9

I did work on Tarot readings for this year. I will post notes as soon as I am done. It has been exhausting and made me anxious looking at it. My thing is I do not want to be stuck in this place anymore. I feel like I am fighting against my inner fears and […]

Yule Day 8

I decluttered a bit on my phone and worked on tarot reading for each month of 2024. (My Tarot readings was a bit draining) I took off pictures and app I wasn’t using. I feel lighter but exhausted. Decluttering has gotten easier. At first, I put so much attachment on everything. However not everything has […]

Yule Day 5

For the Christians Merry Christmas. Today, I worked on my several things. I work on my therapeutic and spiritual writings. We don’t have a Christmas tree with tons of presents or a yule log burning for twelve days. (It was sixty degrees today. There were beautiful blue eyes. It was a nice day.) We had […]

Yule Day 4

It’s 12/24 Christmas Eve. Growing up my family did Slovak Christmas traditions with a sauerkraut and mushroom soup. That we would put over mashed potatoes. It was foods they gathered through the year. It was celebration of the harvest, but now it has so much salt: my brother and I have to lower the salt […]

Yule Day 3 Hope

Today I’m focusing on hope. Hope has been very complicated for me this year. I haven’t pushed down a bit this year and yet I have pushed through.. We lost a family friend this year, but I have hope she is watching over us. I felt she was our family human angel, but she fought […]

Happy Yule Day 2

First of all, today has been a very long day for me. My brother was in the hospital with an infection that messed his stomach, heart, lungs and kidney.. He was barely home ten days and his lungs and heart are giving him more problems. He is back in the hospital over the holidays. Please […]

Yule Day 1

Growing up, I’ll be honest I celebrated Christmas with my family. My family pushed my siblings and I to be good for Santa. I have usually been a pretty good kid; I never got into big trouble, but I might mimic attitude of the other kids. But over all, I was on the good list. […]

So Far ….2023

It has been a very trying year. I feel 2023 was a year of waiting. I’m not a patient person, so waiting for me is frustrating. The best thing I could do was try to stay busy. My pain in my hands and my head made it very tricky for me. Between medical issues for […]