Full moon spread

My cards were Ace of Swords, 4 of swords (reversed), 5 of cups, and 9 of cups (Reversed). I had a few very interesting days and these cards basically confirm it.  I need stop the overthinking (wish I knew how?)I’m lacking progress, because I keep isolating myself. I need people in my life, but I’m […]

Spiritual lessons

I’ve had lessons I’ve learned this first quarter.

Yule Day 11

Today was a very fun and chilled day. I had fun playing a vampire duce role play game. I got to laugh and have fun. I made tacos and a nice cheese plate. However today and Christmas neither felt like holiday, just days where we ate a bit nicer.. I would like to have next […]

Yule Day 9

I did work on Tarot readings for this year. I will post notes as soon as I am done. It has been exhausting and made me anxious looking at it. My thing is I do not want to be stuck in this place anymore. I feel like I am fighting against my inner fears and […]

Yule Day 7

Today was interesting day. I woke up and was charged a bit before my coffee. Today was a lot like most of this represented to me …it was so cloudy and stormy that I couldn’t tell if it was day or night. I feel like how most of this year has been. It has really […]

Manifesting

Manifesting is when you think and focus on something so intensely the universe makes it happen. To me it’s a magic all it’s own. I have noticed with the right thinking, I can manifest. Smaller things don’t take that long. I’m good with manifesting food or meals. Like even with a tight budget, I still […]

Day 30: Being Grateful

30 things I am grateful

Day 26: Kobayashi Maru (Star Trek …Moral/lessons

This is inspired by my boyfriend. He is trying to get me to be a Trekkie. . . (I will not join the dark side. LOL. . . Star Trek Vs Star Wars, that is it’s own blog, maybe some day.) If you are Star Trek fan, you probably heard of the Kobayashi Maru. For […]

Day 25: My depression vs my anxiety

Fighting depression and anxiety is a long epic journey. . . it’s like Return to Oz and you see the broke yellow brick road. . . It’s a journey where you fix and repair as well as battle. . . it’s a multitasking thing. It reminds of this story I heard. . . these men […]

Day 15. Tarot: my favorite card, favorite spread

I have been in and out of Tarot, for well over 15 years. I will admit it’s a Tarot has been a very accurate and draining tool. In my life, I’ve had four decks and I currently own two. Two of them were lost in a move. (Technically, my mom loved my Gummy Bear Deck.) […]