Full moon spread

My cards were Ace of Swords, 4 of swords (reversed), 5 of cups, and 9 of cups (Reversed). I had a few very interesting days and these cards basically confirm it.  I need stop the overthinking (wish I knew how?)I’m lacking progress, because I keep isolating myself. I need people in my life, but I’m […]

Spiritual lessons

I’ve had lessons I’ve learned this first quarter.

Yule Day 12

It was a slow day, but nice. The steak and potatoes were good. However I just felt like time ticked on by so slowly today. The entire day was grey. It’s just made me sad. Happy New Year! I made several vision boards for 2024. I want my family to move out of your bad […]

Yule Day 11

Today was a very fun and chilled day. I had fun playing a vampire duce role play game. I got to laugh and have fun. I made tacos and a nice cheese plate. However today and Christmas neither felt like holiday, just days where we ate a bit nicer.. I would like to have next […]

Yule Day 10

I helped with readings, cleaned a bit. I also made kind of simple dinner. I noticed I usually have energy after my coffee, but it last between two to six hours. If I’m lucky. By the time dinner is done, I’m drained. So exhausted that I can’t fight against my negative thoughts. It like my […]

Yule Day 9

I did work on Tarot readings for this year. I will post notes as soon as I am done. It has been exhausting and made me anxious looking at it. My thing is I do not want to be stuck in this place anymore. I feel like I am fighting against my inner fears and […]

Yule Day 8

I decluttered a bit on my phone and worked on tarot reading for each month of 2024. (My Tarot readings was a bit draining) I took off pictures and app I wasn’t using. I feel lighter but exhausted. Decluttering has gotten easier. At first, I put so much attachment on everything. However not everything has […]

Yule Day 7

Today was interesting day. I woke up and was charged a bit before my coffee. Today was a lot like most of this represented to me …it was so cloudy and stormy that I couldn’t tell if it was day or night. I feel like how most of this year has been. It has really […]

Yule Day 3 Hope

Today I’m focusing on hope. Hope has been very complicated for me this year. I haven’t pushed down a bit this year and yet I have pushed through.. We lost a family friend this year, but I have hope she is watching over us. I felt she was our family human angel, but she fought […]

Happy Yule Day 2

First of all, today has been a very long day for me. My brother was in the hospital with an infection that messed his stomach, heart, lungs and kidney.. He was barely home ten days and his lungs and heart are giving him more problems. He is back in the hospital over the holidays. Please […]