Day 29: Letters from my inner kid and future self

Six of Cups. . . is the inner child card (It can also mean dealing with kids physically.) I have gotten in several of my readings lately. . .So let me channel my inner kid. . . and her invisible friends. (Lol) Hi. Beck. . . How are you? I am doing OK. I wish […]

Day 28: Strangers and Socializing

Trigger warning. . . . . . . . . When I was a kid, I used to be a very out-going and out-spoken kid. I was a go-getter. . . I was the type of kid that would pet a cat or dog without asking if they bite or try to help a stranger. […]

Day 30: Being Grateful

30 things I am grateful

Day 27: Moving on from your Past

I have lived within a 20 mile radius all of my life. . . So it’s hard to get away from places I grew up with. It’s ironic that the town I grew up in has evolved more than I have. . . Changing and taking out buildings and schools. . . Nothing is constant. […]

Day 26: Kobayashi Maru (Star Trek â€¦Moral/lessons

This is inspired by my boyfriend. He is trying to get me to be a Trekkie. . . (I will not join the dark side. LOL. . . Star Trek Vs Star Wars, that is it’s own blog, maybe some day.) If you are Star Trek fan, you probably heard of the Kobayashi Maru. For […]

Day 25: My depression vs my anxiety

Fighting depression and anxiety is a long epic journey. . . it’s like Return to Oz and you see the broke yellow brick road. . . It’s a journey where you fix and repair as well as battle. . . it’s a multitasking thing. It reminds of this story I heard. . . these men […]

Day 24: Genuinely feeling good

Days that genuinely feel good are few and far in between, so they are very special. I try my best to simply enjoy them (without worrying what is around the corner. . .) They are truly gifts by the Gods and Goddesses. . . good weather, I get writing done, and I get to talk […]

Day 23:

I am into food . . . I feel good when I cook and bake. I love blasting my music as work in the kitchen. I know I can make others happy with my food. I like trying new things. I enjoy food from other cultures. I like being a master in my own kitchen. […]

Day 22: Spiritual Signs

I have been signs everywhere. I like to believe that it’s Fate and the higher Deities saying that I am on the right path and doing my purpose. Even at this exact moment I am seeing the clock at 3:33. I get 222 in my Yahtzee game score or I see things even of a […]

Day 21 Being Stuck

Lately what is worst than depression or anxiety is feeling stuck. The idea of being stuck makes my depression and anxiety worse. . . it’s working in a maze, but I cannot find the exits. I sit between four yellow walls: the more I see yellow, the more I cannot stand the color. Even just […]