Yule Day 6

It’s been a day of cleaning both physically and emotionally. It’s been overwhelming and exhausting because of both. I had a person from my past message me today, and I really hope they can settle down and find their soul family and their own happiness. They had mentioned about an old friend I had ..(ex, […]

Magical Colors

Colors in my prayers/mediation There are many shades of these colors and each of their own shade could have their own meaning. There are multi-colors that have similar meanings. I also have read that there are different colors for healing particular parts of the body as well. However these meanings are more personal to me; […]

Day 18: Overthinking Vs Faith

I think my logic and over-thinking messes up my faith. Logic wants facts, but faith is physically blind. Eventually when you see a statue with of Lady Justice with scale. . . she is blind. However Justice still needs the facts which are logical. So Justice and Faith are both blind? It reminds me of […]

Day 13: Prayers and Manifesting

Prayer is a spiritual and even a magical thing. Logically speaking, it simply communicating with Deities higher than you. However I have seen other speaking in tongues, I’ve heard of those who play instruments that never touch them before, and even had visions and such. Manifesting is a type of prayer (at least to me) […]

I’ve learned a lot in 2022

I do not like crowds. I don’t mind dealing with person to person, but do not like groups of people.. This year has been hard my social anxiety..I get panic attacks in doctor offices and at Walmart. I had a good friend of mine ghosted me again … once he got a job in another […]

Rant and prayers

I have a lot of things on my mind and the media and news do not help things. I found out I need a hysterectomy because of complex hyperplasia. It’s means I’m 39 years old and I cannot have kids. I never pictured myself having kids or getting married. I thought I would travel..However since […]

No Direction

I feel like my life is current 8 of Swords …the basic the person is surrounded by swords, but there way between and there are ways to get out. However the person is blindfold. The meaning behind the card, you are in your own away. You are the only reason you are not moving forward. […]

Reflection and Rant

#fakes, #scams #psychics From Instagram Please stop saying I’m cursed, reading the wrong palm, and if you feel bad, then pray for me. However I’m sick to death of DMs saying my ancestors or spirits say I need a reading. If you were talking to my spirit group and my ancestors, they will tell you […]

Lent Day 33

I keep getting random people claiming they are “psychic” on Instagram. They claim my ancestors say I have curses or dark spirits on me. I ask God’s, Goddesses, Fates, Angels to please clear away all negative vibes and push away all bad or dark spirits. Please and open my eyes for my purpose and guide […]